Monday, May 2

> Wrap a guy up in a large parcel sealed with a big ribbon as my birthday present.

While out shopping with mum yesterday afternoon, i asked her what she would be getting for my birthday. Her reaction was quick and clear, "a boyfriend". I was shocked for a moment, trying to double check what i heard was said from her mouth. Then i asked her why. She said that i should get a boyfriend soon so that there will be someone solely to pamper and take care of me. She then further asked me why am i still single after a year of break up, why isnt there any guys out there coming after me. Of course, i didnt know how to answer those questions, how would she expect me to answer her?

I believe the answer to her questions could not be answered by me, because i would like to know why either. Every time mum talks to me about getting a boyfriend, i'll feel kind of irritated. Its not the first time she urge me to get one though, the last time was in last November. She seems more excited than i am.

So in order to stop her from hurrying me to be attached, i told her that im pretty okay and happy with the way life is right now. Guys, are more or less bastards. And i know, im stereotyping over here, but yes, i still feel this way. I wanna have the best guy, the one who loves me more than i love him (though i still love him with all my heart and soul), and i would never ever wanna get involved with a guy, who is as hot-tempered as my dad. Booooooooooooo.

Mum then start telling me the pros of having a boyfriend. I've no idea what her problem was lah, i think she cant wait to see me get married off, she doesnt want me to be in the Lim family anymore! -pouts

But then again, it got me thinking real hard. When people ask me things like "no guys after you now meh?", i'll reply em "No, none at all" but they would not believe me. THEN WHY ASK?! But very often, its true that no guys are after me what, or at least, i do not feel it. Even if there is, the guy would most prolly be out just to cheat me lah. liars! Ive came across many many guys, maybe about 20 or 30 since i was in Secondary One, when the guy says he wanna woo me, but ended up having another girlfriend in just a couple of days. Im getting quite jaded of it. It always happen, and how would you expect me to believe in em again? Never.

I can further branch out from this topic, but i decided not to. I dont wanna feel depressed or crestfallen. Ive been feeling rather happy these days especially since i went to the chalet. Ive no idea why, but im totally glad about making new friends ever since SL camp. People that know me deeper within, would know that i dont really enjoy making new friends and ive been rather anti-social most of the time. That's because i do not trust people, and because i often trust the wrong person.

But i was proven wrong, because having known the BSC main/sub comm members really made my days great and wonderful. (For instance, mr ghostly zj, my slave ling, mr pincher huat, da pig sean, the hunter long etcetcetc) I somehow miss the chalet days, and i cant wait for the next one to be up (that's if Delong really decided to open another).

Getting way off the tangent aye? Maybe i should just end it. Will update more when ive more to talk about, relationships.

sealed-with-a-kiss < 3:21:00 pm

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